Sunday, January 22, 2012

Angry Rant

Pissed off.  Losing faith in humanity.  Do you really think it's okay to treat someone like that?  Do you see what you're missing out on?  I ripped up your letter.  I would've burned the scraps, but your letter didn't deserve that much of my time or attention.  From now on, I won't think of you.  I wish I could explain my anger to you, but if I saw you, I would punch you.  I've been through this many times before, but I thought you were different.  I was wrong.  I will not think like that anymore.  If you ever come back, the chain is on my door.

Every time this happens to me, I feel like I lose another sliver of my heart.  I don't have much left.  Before you came around, it was already hard to make me hurt.  But  now it is impossible, because I have lost my last piece.  I'm numb.  I will never be this way again.  I'm a brick wall, a void.

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